Under pressure; and out of time (and mind)
I'm waiting for the world to wake up or rather
finding ways to avoid that abrupt 'start' in the
hope that when the moment arrives.. it will be
what i want..
avoidance is easy..
thinking every day, this will work.. but then by
the time i get 'the time' i have already convinced
myself why it won't.. because it didn't last time..
not every painting becomes a masterpiece but sometimes
the throwaway gestures become a surprising thing of beauty
and a thing of beauty is a joy forever.